What to do?

Hi!


Basically, for Christmas a lot of people give me money instead of a present because "it's easier than having to find something I like". And then my birthday is on New Year's Day which is exactly one week after Christmas, and even my mum got money this year for my birthday!
     Anyway, I managed to save over £150 and have no idea what to do with it. So far all I'd like to buy is Lush bath bombs, some decent make-up brushes, and Youtuber merchandise. The problem is, I hate spending money.
     I love shopping but when I need to spend money I begin to question my entire existence: "Do I need this?" "What's the point in buying this if I'm just going to throw it away or lose it in ten years?" "Will I even be Tyler's Person of the Week if I buy this and tweet him a picture?"


     Does anyone else get this??? I have a friend (let's call  her Lushy for now) who spent £14 on a lipstick, which is ridiculous in my opinion because at our school you can't wear un-natural looking make-up, and her lipstick is bright pink. And, she spent £24 pounds on a foundation! She's 13! I don't get it!


    Does anyone else feel like they can't spend money even if they have loads to spend?? Tell me in the comments! Don't forget to follow if you like!


With love, JackieGrace x